Just feelin’ … blue, I guess …

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The job search still sucks … as in SUCKS BIG TIME. Making little or no progress there, finding fewer and fewer jobs that I feel I can and should apply for. Getting rejection notices more than anything else, when I hear ANYTHING about a job I’ve applied for.

The courses I’ve been taking have proven fascinating. I started working on a full CMS (content management system) for the Golden Stag Players — I figure there’s enough content there to make a good trial run. Ran into some problems, one which I still haven’t worked out, and some are just the enormity and complexity of the database I need to build. Mostly complexity. It’s not really that big … just number of tables, etc. Feeling overwhelmed by this today.

Sleep has been off for a few nights (except last night when I slept like the dead). Still feel out of it though — one good night of sleep doesn’t make up for a couple of bad ones.

Feeling run-down, wiped out, and being crushed by the universe. I know, the universe doesn’t have a brain and isn’t really out to get me, but lately it’s felt more and more like that was the case. I suppose I’ll get over it, but man, I hate feeling so wiped out and down.

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About Ken Mayer

Who am I? That is the question, isn't it? Over the years I have been many things. I assume this will continue. At the moment, I am actively seeking work. I am married to my wife of 23 years, am active in the SCA (Society for Creative Anachronism, Inc.) ... and much, much more. The purpose of this WordPress site is to put my "Autobiography" here, allowing for easier commenting and such. We'll see how that goes.

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